| omg...i cant believe i got into military school!!! its awsome!!!!!so i leave july 19 and i wont be back til december 19....i get to get my deploma and then off to the army!!!!! its ganna be great so i guess ill ttyl to yah all |
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| well just about all my friends left on friday...its been a week andthey all grad on wednesday...im such a loner...i men i really have no friends...maybe i should make more frineds in my own grade buti really dont wanna....so imature...man im at school i wish i could get on myspace...i know i have friends on there i can talk to but no i get to be alone at school......man this sux....but what ever...so i think im ganna go to my other site...bye |
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| well i ran away from hom...fucked up now tring to get in to oycp(military school0 so i can get my deploma....5 months away from home..heaven....but nothing new trying not to cut and to stay alive...cant see my 2 freinds who i ran away with...sucky....so w/e....well i g2g bell is about to ring... |
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| ok so like tomarrows my b-day and i dont really want to be here so my friends ganna help me find a job so i can save up and get the fuck out of here......i hella like this one guy who just keeps trying to distence himself from me like he dont really want to be my friend or anything like that witch is really fucked up and i dont know y he would do something like that!!!! i mean for one thing its me!!!! but my friends think i love him but i cant love anyone i dont know y i just cant!!!! but i hella like him he got me an awsome poem book for my b-day i love it!!!!!something that came from his heart!!!!!! but yah i feel like he wants nothing to do wit me cuz he dont want to hurt me and i understand that but it sux cuz like i really want to be wit him and that he wants to be wit me but wont go out wit me cuz he dont want to fuck things up i understand that!!!!! but still im hella depressed!!!!! oh well.....
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| so yah life sux (what else is new) well nothing is really going on right know...i kinda wish i couls tell the guy that i like that i like him but yah i dont know i can never really say anything unless i know that they like me frist idk why im just that way and yah yah yah i know thats kinda pathetic but hey if thats what it takes for me not to say anything then pathetic i must be!!!!! lmao!!!! im still thinking about killing myself....and im under so much stress right know wit school and making sure that i can grad!!!! it sux ass...i mean i might not be able to grad cuz of this domb ass gay school!!!!!yah i kn wo how stupid is that but w/e i dont care im only ganna live to 21 so who gives a fuck!!!!! |
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